Quiet nightmare of my soul

So here I am

hidden behind the curtain

searching for a glimpse of light.

Nothing.

I can hear my heart beating

in rounds of alternating emotions.

I wear my veil of fear with pride.

It's almost a paradox

feeling lost and yet here I am.

I know every corner of my insides

and yet all those feelings cover my mind

in a blurry shadow.

Dreaming! It's almost like that...

Quiet nightmare of my soul